okay so i have a new favorite song :P
((i have a new favorite song every like, week. im music bipolar i swear. ))
Nobodys Home- Avril Lavigne
loooooooving it, but for some really weird reason im in this like, weird mood whenever i listen to it.
kinda makes me think..
idk :P
lately ive been feeling lonely.. even though im surrounded by people all the time?
-and- discouraged about my home and parents and blah.
and THEN i wonder how many of my friends auctually care? how many will auctually be there for me. i feel like i have SO many "fluff" friends, so to speak. :P
jussssst thoughts.. i need to stop thinking i swear :P
i also feel like emmotions are WAY stronger at night.
like ill cry about someting that night and in the morning ill be like WHY the HECK was i crying?!
anyways
i need to stop my cat from chewing my leg off !
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Saturday, September 5, 2009
well this has been a day.
so last night, i slept over at my friend's house and was woken up at 9 a.m by her little brother jumping on me. joy.
i left their house at 9:30 and walked home (i live like a block away from them) got to my house, went upstairs, and slept some more.
My mother comes barging into my room at 11:45 and starts yelling at me that i have an eyebrow appointment and that i should have just told her i was home already. sorry mom i was too busy concentrating on trying NOT to just randomly fall over and hit my head.
got my eyebrows waxed (ow.) tthen we went to Tj Maxx and i found the coolest shirts ever! but then it was also saddening because i tried on these pairs of jeans that i LOVED on the rack and i tried them on and it was like moo.
heres where my day got more interesting;
its my parents anniversery today, so my mom had to get my dad a card. we went to Barnes and Noble to get it for some reason, i have no idea why.
i didn't feel like getting out of the car, so i sat in the car, in the parking lot, while my mom went inside the store.
I had my ipod with me, so i could listen to music to pass the time. since i was alone in the car i started singing. loud. 15 minutes went by of me belting out High School Musical when i notice the guy in the car beside me is giving me vverrrrryyy funny looks. i ignore him, thinking he has a problem, and continue singing.
10 minutes later, my mom comes into the car, she motions for me to turn down the volume so i can hear her. "Madison.. were you singing?"
"yes mom i was, why?"
"I could hear you from about 10 feet away."
That's when i notice the windows are rolled down, and the cars around me could hear me. loud and clear.
the only response i had was; "Oh."
now, this wouldn't be as big of a problem if i was a good singer. but im not.
i mean i can sometimes sing good, but not a magority.
and since i was singing high school musical, i doubt the singing quality was listening-worthy.
(p.s for some weird reason i have HSM on the brain, hence the name of this blog)
we then went to the mall and got some new nike shoxx (which i absolutely LOVE) and came home.
needless to say, i am never singing in my car EVER again.
i left their house at 9:30 and walked home (i live like a block away from them) got to my house, went upstairs, and slept some more.
My mother comes barging into my room at 11:45 and starts yelling at me that i have an eyebrow appointment and that i should have just told her i was home already. sorry mom i was too busy concentrating on trying NOT to just randomly fall over and hit my head.
got my eyebrows waxed (ow.) tthen we went to Tj Maxx and i found the coolest shirts ever! but then it was also saddening because i tried on these pairs of jeans that i LOVED on the rack and i tried them on and it was like moo.
heres where my day got more interesting;
its my parents anniversery today, so my mom had to get my dad a card. we went to Barnes and Noble to get it for some reason, i have no idea why.
i didn't feel like getting out of the car, so i sat in the car, in the parking lot, while my mom went inside the store.
I had my ipod with me, so i could listen to music to pass the time. since i was alone in the car i started singing. loud. 15 minutes went by of me belting out High School Musical when i notice the guy in the car beside me is giving me vverrrrryyy funny looks. i ignore him, thinking he has a problem, and continue singing.
10 minutes later, my mom comes into the car, she motions for me to turn down the volume so i can hear her. "Madison.. were you singing?"
"yes mom i was, why?"
"I could hear you from about 10 feet away."
That's when i notice the windows are rolled down, and the cars around me could hear me. loud and clear.
the only response i had was; "Oh."
now, this wouldn't be as big of a problem if i was a good singer. but im not.
i mean i can sometimes sing good, but not a magority.
and since i was singing high school musical, i doubt the singing quality was listening-worthy.
(p.s for some weird reason i have HSM on the brain, hence the name of this blog)
we then went to the mall and got some new nike shoxx (which i absolutely LOVE) and came home.
needless to say, i am never singing in my car EVER again.
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
theeee.. DARK *screams in terror*
okay so tonight i was at my friend Courtney's house (some of you maybe know her brother Anthony, he goes to SH)
anyways
their house is like a two minute run from mine, not far enough for my dad to have to come pick me up, but far enough where i HATE running home in the dark. i always freak myself out and i think i see things, but i dont.
which got me thinking.. why are our brains programmed to think like that?
to think that because its dark, its bad. because things in the dark are typically no different in light (unless it's glow-in-the-dark) so why would i be scared?
maayybbe it has something to do with the fact that i can't see it, therefore it's scary
orrrr maybe it has to do with the fact i was by myself and i was running through a park but hey, you never know :P
comments?
anyways
their house is like a two minute run from mine, not far enough for my dad to have to come pick me up, but far enough where i HATE running home in the dark. i always freak myself out and i think i see things, but i dont.
which got me thinking.. why are our brains programmed to think like that?
to think that because its dark, its bad. because things in the dark are typically no different in light (unless it's glow-in-the-dark) so why would i be scared?
maayybbe it has something to do with the fact that i can't see it, therefore it's scary
orrrr maybe it has to do with the fact i was by myself and i was running through a park but hey, you never know :P
comments?
Saturday, August 29, 2009
ummm hello?
okay so i decided i wanted to make a blog.. and this seemed like a pretty good place to start!
i'm maddi.. but if your reading my blog you probably know that! :P
buuuuttt it's 11:40 at night and i'm BORED (btw if you have my number and you're bored, textt me!)
RANDOM MADDI STORY TIME..
for those of you that don't know my brother Josh, he's a player (has had like 5 ex-gf's blah blah blah) and they ALL of my number, how they got it i have no clue :P
but ANYWAYS, one of them called me today asking if Josh was around, when i asked her to repeat her name, Josh walks into the room, turns ash-white when i ask her if she wants to talk to Josh. He does the typical vigorous head-shake, telling me to tell her he's moved to Wisconsin. Then to make matters funnier, my MOTHER walks into the room, asks me who i'm on the phone with and then says really loud: "HEY JOSH ISN'T THAT YOUR EX-GIRLFRIEND?"
My brother Josh is mortifid at this point and runs out of the room to play some videogame :P
I go back to my phone about to apologize to the girl, and realizes she's hung up on me :P
but yeah, i'll update more later, and there will probably be more random maddi stories! until then..
-Maddi
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